Sunday, November 22, 2009
When I'm sad, the world goes on.I came to know that many years ago.My virgin si san yao.Mj is a world where I'm the center.Beamy is such a nice name.and its super cute too.But its too far away, dun u think??We wanted to grow up together,we ended up growing older, further apart.I dunno where u r now.But it may bring u a little comfort to know, u were loved.God its monday.7 MC free days since 16th Nov 09
my-name-is-katty
Farted at 9:37 AM // comment
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Its really ironic dat the legendary Pon Ten Queen would give anything for one more day of school.
''Aye Caspian, i dun have forever for u''
I was just thinking, i dun really need forever as well.
I just need 10 secs?
Damn these people.
I did not really deviate did I??
I met an old friend today.
So tell me, did u miss me while u were looking for urself out there??
Why can't pangs of nolstagia evoke happier emotions within me?
Maybe like they say, looking back at happy times always makes one sad whereas at times where u were down, upset, makes one smile.
Ironically eccentric.
That day had fateful written all over it.
My 1st get drunk and suddenly the world would smile at u experiment.
Nevermind the result, it was nevertheless life changing.
I knew i was at a see-saw at a v far from wdls place.
And i was alone.
And i was 17.
And dats it.
so if i lose 1 boyfriend, i go out and get 10 others, i'll be happy right?
WRONG.
so if i like a girl, i spent my entire life on her, she'll love me right?
WRONG
so if i have tons of friends, i wun be lonely, right?
WRONG.
so if i have tons of money, i'll be happy right?
AFFIRMATIVE.
I read it in CLEO.
I'm facing a quarter life crisis.
I'm not gonna wallow in silence.
I'm going out, to the beach.
Buy a '' How to love your job '' manual.
Singing lots of KTV.
( Wo Yai Kuai Le )
Buying lots of starbucks.
Fix up dat damn Ipod.
And playing mahjong, of coz.
Fuck Quarter Life Crisis.
my-name-is-katty
Farted at 7:01 AM // comment
Sunday, November 15, 2009
I'm going to the boss stage.Caspian cried, i didn't.I kinda dislike my callsign more.This is the ONLY place in the world i feel like a loser.STOP borrowing money from me.I'm not a BANK.Wad the Fuck.From the Kopitiam uncle to the Taxi driver,they just want money, don't they?Don't i??I hate mondays.
my-name-is-katty
Farted at 7:32 AM // comment
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
Seems like forever.I dun cry anymore,I stopped feeling too high.I dun fall in love anymore.I dun get too upset anymore.I dun really feel extremes of emotions, anymore.Is this growing up??I'm just me, everyday.I take the bus to work, buy carrot cake and tea for breakfast.buy a copy of the newpaper,walk 10 miles to the smoking point.and finally arrive at work 1 hour late.(unnoticed, of coz)and my mdm, she woke me up.i resisted the urge to fling the file into her face.5 years ago, i'll have.now dat i'd grown older, i have no more balls.now she's really a nice person.sometimes.its 4am.its time i feel sleepy.i just woke up btw, typical tuesday night.c.ronaldo earns 16k euros in a min.i earn dat in, a year?fuck.I'm tired.Its time the world ends.
my-name-is-katty
Farted at 11:37 AM // comment
Saturday, October 17, 2009
I can calculate the probabilities of the many mahjong tiles, but not the madness of men.-caspian.anyway, dun i have sth better to do on a nice sunday morning??Its 235am and obviously i cant sleep.I'm dead and i'll only start yawning at 10am.(my in time for work).which is also the time my brain cease function.i'll sack myself if im the boss, really.i wish for my ipod touch to work again.Pls God.My mother says i only behave like a mdm when i play mahjong.maybe its a place for me to escape.to have control over things.im weak, i just wanna run.life is like a game of mahjong,u can predict the tiles,but u cannot go into the human minds.Where's dat dimpled smile fellow?Alright, enough talked.Has anyone seen my buddy??
my-name-is-katty
Farted at 11:31 AM // comment
Thursday, October 15, 2009
i like dimpled smiles.i super like dimpled smiles actually.dat explains why there are always calamasi in the fridge.ok.
i've played mahjong until i forgot i got driving lessons!
come on caspian.
before i draw the tiles i got all the probabilities in my head.
im calling myself a total pro.
of coz, it still depends on luck.
i like your smile.
and im gald im sitting so near,
so i can catch a glimpse of ur ass whenever im dying of boredom.
ok its friday!
my colleague actually brought his uniform to club.
and changed, den come to work.
i thought i am the only one who will bring my uniform around!
super maxed out fun.
my-name-is-katty
Farted at 9:45 AM // comment
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Its sunday.Im supposed to be sleeping/playing mj.Yet, im carrying 30 sets of breakfast by myself.To the taxi waiting for me.It is really heavy.of coz i have help.i have like 3 other guys to help me.1 is already at work, 40 mins early.1 claims there's no breakfast at bedok! Absolutely nothing.1 is drunk.i did get help in the end.
Welcome to the SAF.
There, my sunday.Tml i'd have to get 35 sets of breakfast.0700 sharp caspian.I have the best father in this world.and i have my 3 best memories of him.when i was little i was sick,and my father he took me to the clinic.and he piggy-backed me home.As he walked i told him i'd piggyback him when he's old.As i grew older i like playing basketball.and i love to sprain my ankle.and my father he took me to the clinic.and he piggy-backed me home.I was fifteen when i told him i'd piggyback him when he'd old.Yet i grew older, and a little wiser.My father shouted across the room and shocked me.(My father shouts maybe once every 3 years)''WHAT ARE U DRINKING BAO?!?!?''''YOUR MENSURATING!! DUNNNNN DRINK CRYSANTHEMUM TEA!!!''i dunno whether to laugh or cry.i didn't announce that im mensurating m i?and today, i returned home, battled and torn.my father calls me, super excited.''guess what i bought for u!??!''''flowers to wash away the bad luck!!''how does he knows im on a losing streak?how??whoever plays with me next time, i'll donate my winnings i promise.
(bring more money)
Of all the wrong things i've done,
i must have done sth right.
I'll piggy-back u when ur old.
I'm starting to like the sqn.
Thanks for breakfast Caspian
is all u need sometimes.
I'll be mdm one day too!
And i see u standing there,wanting more from me.and all i can is try.i can only try mdm.
my-name-is-katty
Farted at 7:38 AM // comment
